She's Jess: Expressionism works, not impressionism.

her spilt out: . unusual monday .

love today's monday...

for not reporting to work, with the management consent and knowledge of course.

for able to sleep through the whole morning.

and the highlight, for having the boyfriend with me the whole day.

=)

i am very happy lor. like never see him for years. i know it was only less than 2 weeks.

eh, in less than 2 weeks, many things can happen ok? i am glad he is back in good shape.

so, we spent our noon in one utama. haven't been there for so long and i saw changes there.

had lunch in pasta zanmai. don't mind patronizing the place but i think not for him. their servings are pretty huge though.

watched made of honor. heart every bits of the plot, though predictable. for you men out there, better learn to appreciate the ones that you really love :p

movies queuing on my list to watch: the bank job and wanted.

by the way, i had tom yam for dinner again. don't question me on my weird cravings these days.

i kinda miss work today actually.

anyway, thank you dear for your companion, your time and your treats!

She's Jess
Monday, June 30, 2008 10:33 PM
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her spilt out: . in love again .

well, literally =)

the moment when he walked towards me from the arrival hall (without my knowledge as i was reading july cleo magazine) and gave me a hug which lasted for about a minute made me feel as if like i am in love again.

i bet i can never ever forget that moment.

my so called single days lasted for about 11 days. i shall make my confessions before you guys go speculate and assume further.

since the day i posted this, i have people who asked me via sms, phone calls and msn why and how i ended my relationship with him, to an extend that someone was so happy. i guess this fellow might be someone who has a crush on him but sorry ~~anal~~ anonymous, we are happily attached and our loves grow as time goes.

truth is, he has left to jordan for work and was only informed by his boss in a very short notice. i am very, very attached to him la okay?

i only tell the truth to those few that i feel they care for me sincerely. just don't want them to worry.

fengy, as for your question on this, the biker guy is none other that my dad. yes, dad, mum and sis mj have took turns to send me to work and few of the colleagues who also took turned to send me home at times, just to make sure i am safe.

thank you very much :)

speaking of that, i so feel like learning to ride on motorbikes. i can wake up later and reach office in about 10 minutes. petrol consumptions are low and parking for motorbikes near my office areas are free. the most expensive is only like rm 1 per entry for indoor parking.

but the parents, relatives and the boyfriend do not agree to it because it is dangerous.

anyway, yours truly have really, really big appetites today as compare to days like that. his presence does make a huge difference. had tom yam fried rice for late lunch and tom yam noodle for late dinner. normally i can never finish the portion of rice but not for today. and don't ask me why am i having tom yam meals. i am just craving for them.

still deciding which movies to watch. yes, not working tomorrow. we took leaves to spend time together.

and yes, that's my evil idea :p

She's Jess
Sunday, June 29, 2008 11:32 PM
5 pour out(s)

her spilt out: . shopping .

since i am plastering my face with mask, shall do a little update.

just got back from klcc with the family. sis mj claimed it is a lucky day for them all as i actually went out with them.

i spent nothing. probably a little fed up after spending so long in gucci. well, obviously not mine. mum bought another new bag there. strange that when my parents and sis are fond of them, i have no interest in all these so called luxurious brands. and even diamonds. they can never be my best friend.

treated the two younger sisters gelato. i actually persuaded them to eat because i wanted to and i don't want to eat alone :p

snacks attack.

my purchases from isetan, cold storage and mark & spencer for someone special. it takes time to learn what he actually loves =)

hopefully my single days are coming to an end soon!

She's Jess
Saturday, June 28, 2008 11:43 PM
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her spilt out: . single day 10 .

arrggghhh! i have failed again to post my updates consistently.

luckily it happens only for personal life, not with my working life.

anyway, continuation of day 8. apart from the dance practice, as mentioned, we had a great eating out session. i received many compliments that the food served was yummy, the cake was good and the present is nice enough. some even reckon i shall consider event management as my career. well, i have always interested in it but not now when i am enjoying my career now.

day 8 didn't end up a good one towards the end that i turned out to be an emo by the night =(

day 9 was one of the best day i worked. i am paid to shop in suria klcc during the working hours. how not to love my bossman? ;p

well, i really had my own time with another colleague walking around after purchasing the gift requested by bossman and they said i have good taste =)

by the way, one of the vice president of some department came to me and asked whether i am interested to work there, explaining to me on the job details. he also said that he could arrange that with bossman on behalf of me. i rejected politely because again, my current job scope is interesting.

later in the evening, bossman selected the few of us for drinks after work in padi, formerly known as poppy garden. as usual, i won't turn up simply because i don't drink and i know they will somehow force me to when i am there.

as for today, i went to work voluntarily to help my colleague with his assignments. i don't know why but at this point of time, i won't mind returning to office on weekends. probably i just love what i am doing now, with more opportunities pouring in for me.

hate the weather. raining heavily now after the car is washed :/

going to suria klcc with the family later for dinner.

it's going to be a long weekend for me!

She's Jess
5:09 PM
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her spilt out: . oppss... single day 7 .

okie okie. i miss updating my single day 4 to 6.

you know, single life can sometimes be even more busier.

let me try to recall a little.

day 4 was on sunday. i had mcdonald's breakfast with youngest sis xq. went out with the family for seafood noodle as lunch. face was still pretty reddish after the facial.

monday, day 5. work started. made myself busy and hit the gym after that.

day 6, yesterday. work is all about work and more of them. went to the gym again and this time made myself a fool. as usual, while working out on those cardio machine, i will plug my earphone and watch astro star world channel or discovery channel. that day's life with bonnie series was way too hilarious that i couldn't control my laughters until i was stared by the 2 guys in between me. damn embarrassing moment!

and yes, life with bonnie and scrubs are must watch for me when i am there.

as for today, the vice president a.k.a the bossman treated all of us for lunch but he was on leave due to his birthday. felt pretty relaxing despite of all the on going stress and pressure that almost all of us are having.

i was requested to get a birthday gift for the bossman on behalf of all the managers. went to suria klcc with 2 colleagues after work.

and ended with these.

i thought guy laroche attires are as affordable as brand like this.

wrapped, with a cute card.

as a token of appreciation, 15 of us decided to treat the whole department which consists about a hundred of them for a catering buffet meal tomorrow. so called birthday celebration for him.

for that, our working hour will be shorten by 2 hours, excluded our lunch time. as for me, i will have another 2 hours lesser to work due to my dance practice.

yes, i can dance and that's not a new thing =)

She's Jess
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 10:30 PM
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her spilt out: . single day 3 .

i am rm 426 poorer than yesterday after my facial and massage session.

my first visit to a beauty parlour. and i learnt that deep cleansing means giving you excruciating pain on the face by forcefully removing all the blackheads on your face.

i thought my face was okay until i saw those blackheads and what's not supposed to be on a clean face on that half piece of tissue paper.

nevermind the money spent. my face is now slightly swollen and reddish. i am hoping it will recover by monday before i return to work.

apart from that, i cried few times. i thought i am tough enough to hold on. it's just day 3.

i have terrible headache and no appetite to eat until just now, i forced myself to eat a pau so i could take the medicines.

it didn't help. i puked and i broke down again.

ah... my cousin sis and her daughters are here now.

they can somehow make me smile.

She's Jess
Saturday, June 21, 2008 11:04 PM
8 pour out(s)

her spilt out: . because he loves us all .

i met the family at pavilion for dinner after my gym. we had dinner in dragon- i. all of us were present except sis mj. her absence is due to her trip with her friends (again!).

after dinner, we dropped by at city chain. youngest sis xq got herself a digital watch, courtesy of daddy since she did pretty well in her mid term examination.

sis mx did excellently well too!

sis mx and myself in city chain.

we then stopped at fossil. earlier sis mj was mentioning that she loves a wallet from fossil but still hesitating to get it because it costs rm 379.

she is the type who doesn't splurge on unnecessary things. unlike me.

so dad got it for her and asked me to choose one too. i took some time to decide because fossil has a wide range of nice wallets.

courtesy from daddy.

while the parents were paying over the counter, i was browsing the store and there is a pair of sunglasses that got my attention.

i tried on it and felt in love with it right on the spot. i knew i have to own it and before i could reach my wallet, dad volunteered to pay for me =)

the sunglasses called jessy. so jesslyn wearing jessy.

it was supposed to be sis mx's turn to get a gift from dad but unfortunately by the time we leave, the shops were ready to close. the parents promised to make it up for her by next week.

i feel so guilty for spending so much time choosing the wallets earlier. not only that, i left pavilion with 2 gifts from dad.

anyway, i am also targetting on these two.

gawd, me love fossil.

just so you know, my first pair of fossil watch was also from dad. it was about 6 years ago and it is still my favourite watch.

by the way, it has been a very long time since i receive gifts from dad. man, i hate to grow up.

dad and i doesn't speaks even a word a day. but deep down, i know he loves me as much as he loves other and well... despite all the conflicts, i know dad and mum will never turn their backs against me even the world does.

and of course, i love them too.

She's Jess
Friday, June 20, 2008 11:54 PM
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her spilt out: . single day 2 .

Colleague D saw me removing the helmet in front of my office. The news then spread among of us that since then, I now have a new guy fetching me to work but this time round, riding on a motorcycle, which they questioned me in curiosity, why am I dropping my standard and asked me am i that desperate?

like, wtf?

anyway, For your info, this man does not only own a motorcycle, he has houses and cars, which includes a German luxury automobile. Also, he is happily married.

By the way, what’s wrong with people who ride on motorcycle? It’s pretty fun you know? You can avoid the congestion.

:)

Shall better be prepared for my meeting now.

* * * * *

updates at 12:20 p.m.

phew! just done 2 hours meeting with the big shots of other departments. one of the manager was asking me on my staff grading. you know, financial institutions have all that ranking like?

when i told mine, she was shocked that i was at the meeting with them. after the meeting, she came to me and said she respect me for able to highlight the problems and the shortcomings of our current so called project.

anyway, i'm not going to talk more about that. i was sitting in front of another manager and she complimented i have a very sharp look.

later after the meeting, she pulled me aside and asked me whether i am interested to perform for our annual national manager convention. she then briefed me about the event and without thinking twice, i said a yes.

in fact, i am anticipating for the day. that's the day when i can inch myself to the upper management group. and i am damn bloody delighted to be part of the them on that night.

networking is important you know?

She's Jess
9:02 AM
2 pour out(s)

her spilt out: . single day 1 .

As at today, I am single.

Well, technically.

I am fine and days ahead, I will be bogged down by my planned activities.

I will double my determination to hit the gym...

I will finish all the tvb series available at home...

I will meet up my girlfriends for drinks to bitch about the world...

And I will learn to take good care of myself.

Make sure you do too.

i am okay. i am really okay.

* * * * *

updates at 8:11 p.m.

though i am feeling down throughout the whole day, i managed to occupied myself with the work loads.

colleagues noted that i am being lifeless. am i?

well, it's just the first day after all.

anyway, my working area is always congested after office hour. however, for today... the congestion is still on even when i am typing this.

imagine if he is fetching me as usual?

ah, big meeting tomorrow. i am actually very nervous because it isn't the usual meetings.

better leave now for home now.

She's Jess
Thursday, June 19, 2008 9:01 AM
2 pour out(s)

her spilt out: . personal and work .

the boyfriend and i have been going to pavilion weekly for movies. had the incredible hulk this week.

my verdict? i actually heart the movie but the boyfriend doesn't.

actually i don't mind having a boyfriend like that ey. minus the transformation to a hulk when he's excited. can't imagine making out with a gigantic fella.

had our lunch in pancake house international. had their roast chicken pancake. they are superb!

would love to frequent there more often but unfortunately, the boyfriend doesn't fancy pancakes. so, anyone? we can go anytime since i work nearby :p

went hunting for belt for dad, in conjunction of father's day. for your info, my dad is a hundred times more fussier and pickier than i am. we nearly got nothing after stopping from one boutique to another until the last stop, calvin klein.

for dad on father's day.

since mum's gift on mother's day costs more than the belt i bought, i topped up rm 388 for him. the belt actually costs more than the money i gave and sis mx thought i made a stupid purchase.

whatever it is, mum's one still costs more. not trying to be unfair but it is just too difficult to buy things for men. especially men who matters in my life.

thank god i only have 2 :p

father's day cake from sis mj.

she actually requested me to blog it out.

some updates for my work life. last week has been a stressful one for me. i hope things are turning out good for us all in the coming week. on a bright side, my head of department managed to get his proposal approved. from june onwards, officers and executives will be given rm 300, rm 400 or rm 500 (depends on the rating) monthly as incentive should they managed to keep their performances on par with the management's expectations. they are actually very achievable.

that's for monthly basis. on yearly basis, officers and executives will also be rewarded with either a local trip, asia trip and europe trip. again, it depends on the rating.

for once i am hearing from the colleagues that they don't wish for promotions. assistant manager and above are not entitled for the monetary rewards and they actually have to fight for the trip. say, out of 20 assistant managers, only 20% are entitled for it. not sure how does it goes.

quite sad for them lor. also, for the clerical staffs.

now who says only sales teams will only receive incentives or trip like such?

thank god for such boss. nevermind about those office politics and weirdo colleagues. i still can bear with them.

She's Jess
Sunday, June 15, 2008 1:57 AM
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her spilt out: . the boost .

kung fu panda to me is just okay i thought. i was trying hard to join the crowd and laugh but...

well, maybe we actually watched the english version.

or maybe i do not have the humorous sense in me.

whatever. can't be bother already.

the boyfriend and i were in pavilion yesterday and we spent almost 7 hours there. man, we have not been in a mall for that long ever since i started to work i think.

as you all know, it's sale season but however, i failed to bag any great bargains. again, stuck only to either less than 30% items or new arrival items.

the loots that have made me poorer by more than rm 500.

more than rm 500 and they are only meant for work! i haven't even shop for casuals' one.

anyway, the boyfriend is really a loyal fan of gap, to an extend that they actually recognized us. when he was trying something, one of the sales assistant came and talked to me. he even remembered that i own gap's wedges and then he was telling me that the new arrivals are coming in the month of august, which is like... so slow lor.

for the first time, i wore a formal working skirt with a short sleeve blouse from g2000 to work and i must say, i do really look good judging from the compliments given =)

and few of my colleagues said i have firm butts now. like, wtf? do my butts sag last time? ish...

by the way, i have been going to gym religiously. efforts pay and size s fits perfectly well for me. i mean for skirts and pants. can fit to size s tops, depends on the cutting and design though. my busts are the main problem actually.

happy that i can finally fit to size s but. goddamnit. i put on weight, 0.5 kg! i find it ridiculous when people are telling me that muscles weighs heavier than fats.

i swear my eating habits didn't change. not expecting to see another extra 0.5 kg next month.

am actually loving myself :) looking good really boost my confidence.

sue me for it if you don't like it.

She's Jess
Monday, June 09, 2008 9:48 PM
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her spilt out: . f.y.i .

the boyfriend used about 4 hours to reach his hometown from kuala lumpur.

i used up only about 3 hours to reach kuala lumpur from his hometown.

also take note that it was raining when i drive and the weather was fine when he was driving.

anyway, for your info, i can go mad and wild albeit dangerous when i am driving, especially in scenarios like...

i) when other drivers whom i assumed, are challenging me, like driving closely near to the car's bumper.
ii) those who intentionally drive near me and give me a look, thinking that i am a lady driver or the car i am driving is nothing compare to theirs before over take me.

what irritates me most is that, they are always the male drivers. like today during our journey, 2 different bloody young guys were trying to be funny and needless to say, i managed to overtake them and you won't know how was the satisfaction feelings like :)

you think men only will have ego?

come to think of it, i am pretty impressed with myself *ahem* that i think i have the skills and the potential to be a racer lor.

unfortunetaly, the boyfriend thinks otherwise and he told me that his car need to be serviced.
:/

know what? i totally agree with him if i am driving dad's car, i will probably need just about 2 hours to reach.

i wonder whether i have the chance? :p

She's Jess
Sunday, June 08, 2008 2:48 AM
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her spilt out: . misunderstanding .

the other day when i received a pair of click five concert tickets for this coming 7th in arena star of genting from sue lin, i have made plan to go with a colleague of mine since the boyfriend can't make it.

when i mentioned this to my sis, she asked me whether i could offer them to her and a friend because apparently, the friend's uncle and family will be there and so, free accomodations for them both.

as a courtesy, i asked sue about it and she said no problem. the sis and the friend then confirmed that they are going.

so the following day, i was just merely asking the friend whether he could assist sue in booking a room since genting has this stupid condition that non- worldcard members can only make packages booking instead of only the rooms. it is obviously very ridiculous to pay about rm 500 just for a night stay. food is provided but heck, who wants to spend so much in just genting?

my exact sms to him was, "hey, is your uncle a worldcard member? cause my friend can't get a room on saturday and only worldcard member is able to."

do i sounded harsh on that message?

i thought no.

the next thing when i came home about 9.30 p.m after work, the first thing that my mum greeted me WAS, bombarding me on why am i demanding sister's friend to book a room? i tried to explain as per above but she thought i was creating a story that only worldcard members can book the room. call genting's hotline at 03 21791888 if you don't believe me.

the sister then passed her handphone to me, saying the friend wants to talk to me. i told them it's okay that he is unable to get the room. know what? they do not want to go anymore. like, what the fuck?

you guys were the ones who asked for it. after confirming on details, they refused to go just because of that issue.

what's the matter of keeping to your own words? yes, it is not difficult to tell her that you don't want the tickets anymore.

but people, you asked for it and when you don't feel like going, you tell the giver that you don't want? now just go bury yourself.

furthermore, it's quite late to get replacements for that. i mean, we are all working and cannot be asking around right?

that isn't really the problem. what pissed me off most is when my sis told me the friend said i insisted.

according to yahoo education, insist here means to firm in a demand, to an extend it could be a very harsh way.

i swear in the name of myself that i didn't. i was merely asking. refer above.

i am pissed because i was accused. when i am pissed, i raised my voice. this is how normal people reacts, no? no one laugh when they are angry unless they are out of their mind okay?

dad shouted and asking me to get out from the house. i wanted to. i wished to. only if i know who to turn to at almost 12 a.m.

sigh! i hate it so much and i swear i won't want to offer any single fucking thing whether it is life threatening.

apart from pissing my colleague that he thought i am fooling him, i have also made myself a fool to sue lin that she can also think i am fooling her.

see?

she shouldn't have just listen to the friend without clarifying the matter with me first and report it straight to mum.

like i am the problem maker here.

come on, if the friend didn't want to disturb the uncle for just asking a favour, tell me straight instead of being a cuckoo and tell my sis.

see what has actually happened?

it was just a minor misunderstanding.

She's Jess
Wednesday, June 04, 2008 2:32 PM
9 pour out(s)

her spilt out: . r.o.i .

about 2 weeks ago, i told the parents on this particular share and i firmly said it that there will be return of investment.

they bought and there were increments bit by bit except for the week that dr. m announced his withdrawal from that political party.

so mum had been calling me on and off during office hour, seeking for my *ahem* advise, seeing the increase of number value.

to date, more than 20% return of investment.

can i be expecting her to sponsor a bit for a dslr?

:P

nah, just joking.

She's Jess
Monday, June 02, 2008 4:53 PM
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her spilt out: . discoveries .

on april 29th was dad's and sis's birthday. may 29th was aunty's 50th. same date but different month, we also had dinners at the same restaurant, san franciso steak house, but different outlet and number of pax.

western dinner.

because it was her 50th, it involved only not the family but her friends and colleagues. the boyfriend and myself were the few almost late comers on that night. travelling from kuala city centre to subang after working hour is not ideal.

as usual, camwhoring session among the sisters before dinner served.

best picture of myself and sis mj.

sis mj and sis mx.

sis xq and myself.

the boyfriend was just observing us in action. we both did took some pic but as mentioned before, he doesn't like smiling when taking pics so that's why i can't post any here.

:(

dinner started with some snacks. chicken wings, sausages and alike. before the main course was served, we had a choice of mushroom soup or seafood chowder with garlic breads.

soft shell crab served with salmon salad.

and my mixed grill of lamb, tenderloin and chicken.

i finished only the tenderloin and the fried egg. very huge serving we all had.

before the cake cutting ceremony, we also had speeches from the siblings of my aunty, then the elder batch of nieces (i gave the shortest and pointless speech among us all because i was totally unprepared) and aunty's close friends.

proudly present to you my dad.

tell ya, his speech creates the most laughters!

now, the cake.

nice to see...

but not nice to eat, or so said by many. to me, we paid that much for the cake is for the presentation and i have never like butter based cake, includes those that mum and sis bake.

dad approached the aunty with a big hug while the rest singing the vey common bithday song.

the children of my grandparents.

the gentlemen who sponsored the dinner.

stiff looking boyfriend, smiley aunty and messy hair me.

the above moment definitely shocked the boyfriend (or claimed by many) when my aunt wrapped her hand over his shoulder?

i had fun that night. i said before i dislike her but whatever it is, i have finally realized that she really does love me... to an extend, she gave me hugs and kisses with a statement that she loves me the most among all the nieces and nephews before i bid goodbye.

discovered that i look 90% like her during her younger days which i am figuring whether....

uhm... forget about it.

anyway, shopped a little on friday night.

elle hoodie sweater.

val mentioned to me that i really love elle's outfits. nah, only their hoodie sweaters.

mini snacks.

finally found them in mercato after the first purchase in 9 months ago in isetan. apparently after that very first purchase, we went back to isetan for them but they are nowhere to be found anymore in all isetan or local supermarkets.

go try them!

another new discovery in pavilion...

paris hilton bag kiosk.

this is random...

yummylicious grandma's homemade glutinous rice dumplings.

i can have mine customized according to what i want for free =)

on saturday, went to the gym sue lin again. learnt our lesson. had an hour of body pump, followed by a 45 minutes of cardio work out.

it feels good and this time round and surprisingly without the pain.

thought of getting baskin robbin's ice- creams but the queue was just too long. so instead of saving that 31%, we had our ice- creams with normal price.

can't wait for this coming saturday's event!

She's Jess
Sunday, June 01, 2008 1:29 PM
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her spilt out: . ouch .

met her as planned.

we started off with the 1 hour class of body pump, weight training class like. damn, it was torturing but nonetheless i had fun. sweat damn a lot, which is something good. proceeded with the next session, body jam, aerobic dancing class like. it didn't take much of my energy but failed to follow with their movements. too fast for us both to catch up that we ended leaving after 30 minutes. continued 30 minutes of cross trainer before stretching to end our work out session.

damn. it was damn tiring and i went back with wobbly legs, ended with aching legs today while working.

the colleagues thought i had non stop sessions of fuckings last night when i limped while walking and when i told them i had my non stop gym session, they went, "wow!" and the guys go, "no wonder your butts and thighs are firmer now."

like, wtf?

the family, aunties, boyfriend and i went to semenyih (got lost in kajang/ semenyih area before reaching) for dinner, which was supposingly to taste good according to other relatives.

restoran 52

nah, it's either i have good taste or i lost my taste bud.

She's Jess
Monday, May 26, 2008 6:48 PM
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her spilt out: . for the love of gym .

my current addiction that leads me to the purchases below.

a pair of training shoes and towels.

with also other stuffs (courtesy from the him) but no photos taken on them.

i take my work out training seriously and i need a proper training shoe since my current nike and reebok are tad too loose for me, hence, after much time wasted and walking in mid valley mega mall and the gardens, peeking through adidas boutique, reebok boutique, isetan, jusco and royal sporting shop, i finally decided on nike women musique iii. it looks pretty good.

i thought i may be able to save a bit since it is sales season now but boy, i ended purchasing that normal price item because he insisted the discounted items don't look good. still need to get at least 2 proper pair of pants for my gym.

they are not a need or a want. they are my investment. why? because i need to get in shape and err... to be healthy!

it wasn't only the addiction that made me serious about it. it's because of the determination i see from chloe and sue lin. in a way, they both actually motivated me.

and know what? i will be hitting the gym with sue lin tomorrow! from stranger to oh-i-know-you-are-my-teacher's-daughter then to blogger friends that we decided to meet up in real life... now? short term gym partners! temporary because i am only granted to access to all other centres for free till end of june. so nice of her that she's willing to accompany me. i haven't attend to all those body- whatever classes but she did so yea... we are doing it together =)

besides spending my day with my ever patient darling to hunt for a pair of shoes, we also watched indiana jones AND THE KINGDOM OF THE CRYSTAL SKULL which is boring for me but interesting to him, we had lunch in yuzu, dinner in din tai fung, shopped a bit and went from bank to bank to withdraw money then segregated them accordingly for payments, saving and so on.

despite the convenience of e- banking, i find them a bit problem for me as they take at least 2 working days for transferal to other banks. for your info, salary credited in bank a. credit card payments to be made in bank c. savings under bank h and for convenient in future withdrawals, bank m.

i know it's very hassle and troublesome for the boyfriend to chauffeur me but you see... i can't combine savings and the spending funds under the same bank. i know i will end up using all. i know i have my choice to pay the credit card payment next monday but i don't like the idea of delaying the payment. this will explains further.

in a way, i am trying to be discipline a little.

anyway, thank you dear for your day!

She's Jess
Sunday, May 25, 2008 1:31 AM
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her spilt out: . living healthily .

working out can be so addictive... to an extend that i have actually signed up with fitness first.

~~fuck~~ fitness first member.

~~ugly~~ free pack.

for your info, me going to gym is a miracle. ask the people around me. i hate working out and exercising but god knows why i am so into it after my 1 week free trial. the colleagues and i actually thought of experiencing the facilities provided after we shifted here.

i am pretty addicted to it now. let's hope i managed to go on with such interest until i achieve that body that i want. no matter how busy i am, i will try to finish my daily tasks to leave early from work to GO FOR gym.

anyway, june will mark my 1 year employment after my graduation. beside all those benefits and services i am enjoying, i am also now quite well equipped with the financial knowledge which has never been my interest. i still prefer the art side of the world though.

and! i can actually managed to stay on for a year and rejecting offers, even at times i was so tempted to!

Not to forget the changes in the pay slip in that short period of time. and how can i forget the new place and new workstation?

forget about the hassles in hunting for the food first (will blog about it someday).

so, what's next for me? :p

now presenting you belle darling. she got a new fur cut which the style remains the same always.

hmm?

she can lie so straight man!

HAPPY!

this unsuccessful shot turned out to be nice ey?

That's about it.

She's Jess
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:25 PM
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her spilt out: . fluctuating moods .

because i am feeling miserable, i made an impulsive decision and drove to pavilion on my way back with the boyfriend. ended in wong kok char chan theng for dinner.

i was craving for j. co donuts but i ended up with a box of u hu! hu! which consists of...

tangy lemon, luxurious chocolate, inspiring fluffy, caramelised heartiness,magnificent mango and lustrous coffee.

also, a pair of rockport for him since this time he can't find any that he likes from timberland. uhm... we don't need reasons to buy gifts right?

i am still craving for donuts though. how? :(

anyway, proof of us meeting her.

jesslyn on your left. valerie on your right.

she looked so sweet right? with the innocent look like. i know i look ugly so just shut up. or maybe the photographer has no skills :p i am actually photogenic okay?

valerie on your left. ian on your right.

i finally found a pic of him with a not so bad expression. he always has the "whatever" or "i- don't- care" expression when taking pics because he dislikes taking pics.

now... that's a nice one. it could be because...

a) valerie was next to him :p
b) the photographer (a.k.a yours truly) has the skill there =)
c) or both!

by the way, sorry miss val for posting the photos that belonged to you without your permission. And to ian, for not obtaining your approval for posting your pic on your girlfriend's blog.

now something unrelated. for your info, my mum is damn proud of herself, knowing that her curry is the best, as stated here after she got informed by my sis.

as a matter of fact, her curry does taste good! =)

note: i seemed to be fine now but do you know my mood fluctuates unexpectedly just like the stock market?

so, beware.

She's Jess
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 10:45 PM
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her spilt out: . gone astray .

We go through many phases in life. As these saying goes, "life is full with ups and downs", "life is a like a rollercoaster ride" or anything which brings similar meaning.

The current stage I am going through is a little strange. Probably it isn't only the strange element is in it... a mixture of bizarre, weird... and unusual.

You know, sometimes, reality hurts but I for sure, do not condone to lies or falsehood. but if you do, i am just abnormal.

It’s just too difficult. Either way, they both hurt... deeply and severely.

i. do. Not. Know. What. I. want. or. what. to. do.

maybe i should just lock myself in a cellar.

She's Jess
5:54 PM
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